Five Years After..
Who would ever guess, that I would broke down infront of the man.
With all the ongoing stuffs, the sudden engagement taking place, I can go insane.
I didnt realised I was sucking up everything till I was pressurised.
And of course it lead to lots of silly fights between me and him.
And too many times I want to give up and run away from everyone.
26 Mar 2011, I broke down. I poured my heart out. I was crying like a baby with hiccups.
Now that I recalled back, its freakingly embarassing. Crying infront of him.
Oh gosh.
Nonetheless, I am so glad that it was him who consoled me.
After 5years 1month, that was our first. His first to see me crying my heart out, listening to me crying.
Imagine crying while talking, its fugly huh.
My first to see him consoling me, as he said,
"Everythings gonna be fine, dear."
And so he took me out and had our very first walk. Taking a stroll at helix bridge.
It sure feels damn good.
I want him to be my other half.
Im very sure of that.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.