 Make it all better when i'm feelin sad Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not Make me feel good when i hurt so bad And I'm so glad i found you" 
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☐ MacBook Pro
☐ Burberry/Tods Bags
☐ Be Mrs Sani
☐ Morocco/Maldives
☐ Nice Renovated Own House
☑ Get Promoted
☑ Go on a last date
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Gossips~♥
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Worth Reading,
Nadiah
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Sunday, March 27, 2011
Five Years After..
Who would ever guess, that I would broke down infront of the man.
With all the ongoing stuffs, the sudden engagement taking place, I can go insane.
I didnt realised I was sucking up everything till I was pressurised.
And of course it lead to lots of silly fights between me and him.
And too many times I want to give up and run away from everyone.
26 Mar 2011, I broke down. I poured my heart out. I was crying like a baby with hiccups.
Now that I recalled back, its freakingly embarassing. Crying infront of him.
Oh gosh.
Nonetheless, I am so glad that it was him who consoled me.
After 5years 1month, that was our first. His first to see me crying my heart out, listening to me crying.
Imagine crying while talking, its fugly huh.
My first to see him consoling me, as he said,
"Everythings gonna be fine, dear."
And so he took me out and had our very first walk. Taking a stroll at helix bridge.
It sure feels damn good.
I want him to be my other half.
Im very sure of that.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Additional..
Got two songs added for my wedding video,
marry me - bruno mars
&
I do - colbie caillat.
Oh singers, pls pls compose more lovey dovey marry marry songs.
Im loving this.
:))
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Too many things to be considered.
Too many things to settle.
Time is running out.
A decision to be made without breaking anyone's heart.
Am I able to do it?
One thing for sure,
I wanna start and explore new life with someone I love.
Im not expecting 'happily ever after' life.
Alot of test to endure.
Its aint easy,
but..but..but..
I still want to marry the man that I love.
I do.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Hes the man, my man
Oh well, the crap is over.
I wish for none of all that.
It takes alot of effort to patch and work things out.
And I dont need to elaborate every single detail on how we resolve our fights.
But one thing for sure,
Its him that I want to live the rest of my life with because..
everytime I see his face my heart smiles
and
everytime it feels so good it hurts sometimes.
Back to yesterday's event,
So, we went Orchard yesterday.
Shopping spree and hunt for qimi's 3rd birthday present.
Had our dinner at breeks.
My all time favourite.
These two bags are for Rizqin.
Bf insist of buying something for Rizqin.
Something expensive.
I dont quite like the idea of buying very expensive gifts for babies but I gave in.
He wants to buy a shirt but I suggest on cap because its more practical.
Futher more Rizqin has no cap and bapak keep on telling us to buy the baby a cap.
So yep, Rizqin got a DKNY cap!!
Went to GAP and I bought Rizqin a pair of jeans.
And I must admit bf have good fashion sense, really.
He chose the cap and jeans.
I would leave the fashion and style on him if we are given a baby boy one day.
And..
so lucky of rizqin to receive gifts and I went home with none for myself.
But anything for that little doe.
Yes, hes priceless.
I love him so much. Another boy-man added in my life, my heart.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
I miss...
I miss my courting days.
I miss hanging out.
I miss catching movies over the weekends.
I miss those days when public transport is so much acessible compared to car.
I miss those days where our time was wasted on journey with silent atmosphere. But silence made the heart grow fonder.
I miss those days when u hide behind the pillars in public and made me search for you.
I miss those days when you will wait for me to finish work.
I miss those days when you would send me home after every outing.
I miss being carefree.
I miss those days when nothing else matters.
And most of all..
I miss you dearly that it hurts sometimes.
Where are we now?
We hardly see each other.
And why do I feel uneasy when Im with you?
Wheres the chemistry?
Is it the beginning of falling branches?
I dont know.
Time will tell.
