Ms. Not-So-Demure

"Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make it all better when i'm feelin sad
Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not
Make me feel good when i hurt so bad
And I'm so glad i found you"

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☐ MacBook Pro
☐ Burberry/Tods Bags
☐ Be Mrs Sani
☐ Morocco/Maldives
☐ Nice Renovated Own House
☑ Get Promoted
☑ Go on a last date


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Thursday, February 24, 2011
Welcome Back


Felt relieved now that dad is back.
I can see the happiness shine out from my mom's face.
I cant stop looking at dad's face.
I miss his face, I miss his voice.
Now that hes back, Im so thankful to Allah for that.
My dad is happy to see and gather with his family all over again.
Alot of questions from us for him to answer.
But I realised that, at the end of the day,
it was him who went through everything.
At one phase of his life, he have to struggle all alone.
Only he understand how it feels like to be in there.
Till today, I've never thought that we will have to go through this in our life.
Its painful, it hurts us alot but I thank God, when He put us through in this, He has helped us through out.
Nothing comes easy in life.
You want happiness in life, you will be tested on your faith & patience.
That is what I've learnt.

Given My Heart~♥


Monday, February 21, 2011
The Wedding Vibes


Alright, the wedding vibes has started to kick in me. Thanks to my sister.
Further more, daddy is coming home and I am so so happy. Extremely happy.
Im quite settled for the Must-Have-For-Wedding-Stuffs except for the catering.
I swear I have no idea who&where should I go to.
A MUST Criterias for catering ;
- Good service
- Reasonable price
- Leave good impression on the guests
Mom's philosophy: You invite guests over, you jollywell provide the best hospitality for them.
So yep, Im still research-ing for one (though I have a few on lists).

Well back to my basic needs for a wedding, heres are the confirmed ones;
Deposits done:
Bridal Make-up/gowns : RH Bridal. (have yet to choose my MUA)
Decor/Solemnisation corner/ bridal chamber : Kasaisayang
Videographer: Flipside (I swear I love their work SO MUCH!)
Photographer: D'Shootz. (Still contemplating to go for night or day outdoorshoot, but I really wish I can opt for night shoot)
Henna: Redboudoir -sponsored by my friend.(May Allah bless her)
Well, Im thinking of having diamonate on my srawny hands. hehe..

Now, for the wedding favours,
we thought of giving apples as our door gifts until my sister sms me a url, that is so informative.
Until I found this,


 lace eggs.
Unique hor?
Im still sourcing out for someone who can do this.
Im so loving it!
Next, will be the wedding cards:
Mom says we can do it in Malaysia. We'll see how it goes.
I have Card Maison on mind. Love their work and creativity. Affordable too.

And then comes the wedding cake. My brother says hes going to sponsor but not too sure if hes serious about it.
I dont have to search. I have kak sue ~ lydiaoven on mind. Her cakes are yummy & she gives good price & of course shes meticulous in her work.

So there you go,
well I believe in budgetting on own financial. But I do not mind splurging my moos on something that im deeply in love and that I know at the end of the day, the final product gonna be awesome. The only thing is, I'll just have to start Scrimp-And-Save.
Oh c'mon, which bride-to-be doesnt have to scrimp&save? Unless you're born with a gold spoon in mouth where "everything is under my parents cost".  Sure a lucky child but you wont get to learn & experience the hard way and you cant make remarks like; "these are from my hard earn $" or "my effort has paid off, finally".

Well again, everyone has their own different view on this world. 
And now. I cant wait to put on my creative cap and do something different for my wedding.
Lets start googling, shall we?
:D
xoxo.



Given My Heart~♥


Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Im coming home


I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming 

Aint this song tells a story about us?
Irony.
Anyway my flu is killing me.
I hate whatever is going on right now.
No matter how cloudy my day is, rizqin never fails to make my day.
Hes an angel, very much.
The magic of having a baby at home.
Given My Heart~♥


Monday, February 14, 2011
Life is..


Tired with all the ongoing stuffs around me. I wish I could let it go once and for all.
Wonder hows life going to be once Im hitched.
So sick of life right now.
I wish I was 5.
Life is so carefree back then, and if theres something bothering me or hurts me probably its just a after-fall-wound on my knee.
Im feeling so down.
I need a hug.
:(
Given My Heart~♥


Saturday, February 12, 2011


Blogging while entertaining rizqin is the first step of multi tasking at home. Im faaling sick and thats all i have for now. The boy is crying for me. Till then. Oh yeah im bloggIng thru iphone.
Given My Heart~♥


Thursday, February 10, 2011
Death


This question hit the mind while I was in the midst of planning & listing down the needs.
What will happen if I die just before the wedding?
So cliche.
But if I have to die, my last wish is to die in peace,
husnul khatimah.
:)
Given My Heart~♥