 Make it all better when i'm feelin sad Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not Make me feel good when i hurt so bad And I'm so glad i found you" 
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Desires~♥
Make My Wish Happen
☐ MacBook Pro
☐ Burberry/Tods Bags
☐ Be Mrs Sani
☐ Morocco/Maldives
☐ Nice Renovated Own House
☑ Get Promoted
☑ Go on a last date
NuffNang~♥
Gossips~♥
Escapes~♥
Worth Reading,
Nadiah
The pasts~♥
Bitter-Sweet Moments ,
March 2010 l April 2010 l May 2010 l July 2010 l August 2010 l September 2010 l October 2010 l November 2010 l January 2011 l February 2011 l March 2011 l April 2011 l May 2011 l June 2011 l July 2011 l August 2011 l September 2011 l October 2011 l November 2011 l
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Applause~♥
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Designed : Yours Truly♥♥
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Monday, January 31, 2011
damn u.
It takes forever to upload pictures for the workplace.
urgh.
On the other note, I cant wait for my long long weekend.
I want to cuddle my adorable baby nephew.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
So D'shootz will be our official photographer on our big day.
And when I did my calculation, my photography, videography, decor & bridal makeup cost me around $11k.
And this doesnt include all the little little things like henna, door gifts, bunga telor, bunga rampai etc etc.
So much of a wedding - your once in a lifetime event.
13mnth to go to our wedding.
:)
Oh by the way, officially hates my supervisor.
Im slowly telling her off on her stupid face.
Do I look like I care about my performance grade?
Tentatively Im in a good book of my director's.
So, PARK U!
Devil-she.
Urgh!
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Photography
Clearing my PH and will be meeting D'shootz today with boyfriend.
Hopefully they can impress me with their work.
See you at 1pm, dshootz.
xoxo.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
I love you Mr Boyfriend
Each day passes by,
I feel much more in love with you.
And I cant wait to get hitch.
Spending the rest of my life with you.
Hope our dreams come true.
I love you Mr Sani Bin Ali.
:)
Friday, January 21, 2011
Im still your little notty daughter
Whilst Im planning for our wedding, it got me hit on the marriage course.
So, I asked boyfriend and he made with a decision that we shall attend the course right after we're engaged.
Well, its kind of irony that now and then I will have to discuss things and make decision together.
I am usually adamant with my own decision, consult later.. Its something that I have to learn and adapt.
Apart from all this little little stuffs, I remembered mom telling dad through our visit about the wedding plans.
My dad, he was surprised & was reluctant to let his little daughter go. But eventually he said somthing like this, " I wont stop your marriage if this is what Allah had written for all of us. But being a father, I always pray for the best for my children be it duniawi or ukhrawi. Tak apa, kakak teruskan with your plans, nanti bapak da klua, kita plan sama2 lagi."
I returned him my bitter sweet smile.
I know what you mean dad.
Its a short time spent together right after you're back and just before you hand over your responsibility to the man that Ive chose to live with for the rest of my life.
Its a short time spent together right after you're back and just before you hand over your responsibility to the man that Ive chose to live with for the rest of my life.
I miss you dad.
I will always be your little girl, forever be. And you know that.
*hugs*
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Dramatic World
Whats more depressing than to read stories of bike accidents and leave the wives and unborn child struggling for tomorrow without the husbands/father.
I cant help it but to cry and also an eye opener for me.
To appreciate my loved ones even more.
To wake up and learnt that your loved ones are gone forever, you'll never know when that day will come.
God gave me a test and I learnt to love and treasure my family even more.
And now while Im preparing for marriage, God made me hear stories of newly wed couples & death.
That itself, taught me to love and appreciate my boyfriend even more.
It makes me think back how I used to snap at him and how he have been tolerating my mood swings. Taking him for granted.
Astragfirullah.
Honey,
if ever one day you chance upon this blog of mine, I just want to say that I love you so much and thank you for everything. I pray our love will remain strong till jannah.
if ever one day you chance upon this blog of mine, I just want to say that I love you so much and thank you for everything. I pray our love will remain strong till jannah.
Amin.
And for the men who had passed on, May Allah put you in Jannah together with para solihin.
And for the wives & unborn child, may Allah guide you through and have faith and strength to carry on with this temporary life.
Amin.
And Im so sad right now.
:(
Monday, January 10, 2011
Love Note
I know he loves me more than words could say each time his kisses laid on my hand.
We are embarking a new journey in life soon.
To vow for better and for worst.
Pretty glad that I've booked the necessity.
RH Bridal - booked!
Videographer - booked!
Deco - booked!
The list will go on and on soon.
Im always praying for the best.
May God bless me & him & my dear family.
:)
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
2011
Its been awhile since Ive logged in.
Oh, hello 2011.
Goodbye 2010.
2010 was eventful. The tears and the laughter.
2010 -Sister tied her knot.
-Dad was separated from us.
- Alot of adjustments. Lots of fights. Lots of tears.
-Ive got promoted and was graded A* for my performance.
- I learnt to be closer to mom. Of course more fights but now Im more attached to her.
-Met with an accident 3 times.
Finally,
the arrival of my nephew:
Muhammad Rizqin.
Gosh, he amazes me everyday!
And keep me occupied.
Hes an angel.
And 2011, Im waiting for dad to come back.
Im so so excited thinking about it.
23 Feb 2011 come fast please!
Other than this,
my relationship had been a roller coaster ride as of lately.
We are taking another level and closer to marrieage. But then again I dont know if this will happen.
Im just praying hard that God will show me the wise & right path.
And give me the strength to prepare mentally and physically be it negative or positive outcome.
And 2011, I'll pray hard that I can perform my Umrah again together with the family.
Hoping Im invited to that holy place.
Dear God, you know whats in my heart.
So please answer my prayers.
Thank you.