 Make it all better when i'm feelin sad Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not Make me feel good when i hurt so bad And I'm so glad i found you" 
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Poison Words~♥
Desires~♥
Make My Wish Happen
☐ MacBook Pro
☐ Burberry/Tods Bags
☐ Be Mrs Sani
☐ Morocco/Maldives
☐ Nice Renovated Own House
☑ Get Promoted
☑ Go on a last date
NuffNang~♥
Gossips~♥
Escapes~♥
Worth Reading,
Nadiah
The pasts~♥
Bitter-Sweet Moments ,
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Applause~♥
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Designed : Yours Truly♥♥
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Monday, August 30, 2010
Worst Experience
I have reached to a stage whereby Im facing a huge challenge myself.
That is overcoming my worst & biggest fear. Im traumatised by the incident. It came flashing back.
I became really scared. I cant stop crying. I am that scared. Something that I have never ever expericience it in my life.
Till today I get anxious whenever that incident kept flashing back. My heart punding fast and I get all terrified and that causes me to cry continuously.
For the past few days it was my mom & sister who have given me all the attention, comfort & love.
At this moment, they so knew that I need comfort & love. It makes me feel so much better.
In malay, Im having badi. Im having nightmares and the sight of motorcycles makes me all panic and scared.
I am now in a process of recovering. Im trying hard to regain back my courage & trying to forget the incident.
Mommy have been reciting dua's & surah and give a blow on my forehead. Stroke my head & face with air zam zam. She's using air zam zam to cure my 'illness'.
My auntie sent a holy water for me drink.
My sister has been giving me advice and her touch makes me feel much better.
My brother's laughter ease away my sadness.
My brother's laughter ease away my sadness.
Im trying to recuperate myself too.
Listening to al-quran cds calms me down.
Im confident that I'll be better just one fine day.
But I need time.
For the time being, Im still lack of courage to take back the driver's seat.
Dear God, I need your help and guidance.
Bless my beautiful family.
Bless my daddy too.